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Fairview

by ALVU

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1.
Divorce 05:46
Of course Your storm continues No safe harbor within you I'll stay with you Remorse Ill always stay Forever yesterday We can stay that way Morse code Encrypted mind Addicted mind Forgive in time No force Something changed The pain explained You seem unfeigned Divorce Separate ways No anniversaries That we will ever miss
2.
From the dawn The foggy mourn The silent grave That lay awake With no scratching With no clawing With no longing With no returning This simple time This one time I won't behave I can't heal With true emotion With weakened hands With battered soul With no waking He's has freedom He should not He should be Where I lay With shallow grave With silent dawn With foggy mourn And lay awake
3.
Name, what's your name? Able or Caine Could we be the same? Gone, gone again Feigning pain, are you the change? Everything has lead to this All the dreams I had are amiss If you were the one to bring the change I'm sad to say I'm still the same Your lies still turn my pages Tell me it's not true Every chance turns to failure Tell me I'm the fool Shame, cold in vain, imposing fame I never tried to berate you, but you're still taking aim Change the truth, but not the game Here we go again Complaining up a storm again My passive self absorption Will lead my extortion Your lies still turn my pages Tell me it's not you Every chance turns to failure Tell me I'm the fool
4.
The gray sky seem to never fade off into the light that won't ever shine. On a rainy day you skin seems ever so soft to the touch i can see again in time We'll stand out in the rain wash away each others pain It'll never be the same Even in this storm I'll remain I...will... The rain and wind blurs my sight of all but you will keep my soul warm. The bright sun spotlights our happiness but in the rain can see the truth in a storm With...this... girl holding me tight telling me its alright We'll grow out of this together it will all get better.
5.
No way home you say Lovely faith, baby Don’t wait up for me Sad Please don’t say maybe I know why, baby I can’t say your name Sad I’ll be right here, right here Always right here, right here Don’t be like me
6.
A Way Out 04:41
If I could crawl to you The sun would not guide me If I could beg for you Who knows if I will succeed Until the feeling dies And your shadow fades I will wonder why No answer today To find a way out Its been so hard To see the brighter side of this When I'm in my car I get lost in the headlights The trees look scared They are coming fast Full speed, affair As I break this glass To find a way out I wanna make the grade I wanna bang my head On the spear you made And forget what I said
7.
Don't wake me up I'm trying like hell to sleep Don't wake me up I'm trying like sin to dream I'm trying to swim through this sea (Won't you please.. ) Don't call me up I'm trying to stay down Don't call me up I'm trying to turn around I'm trying to find the ground (look what you found) I'm in the clouds And so are you I'm in the clouds Now what to do Everyone I knew faded to grey (like these clouds) I am not drunk The room is spinning on its own I am not drunk That smell you smell isn't me What do you mean? I'm not wrong (did you write this song? No) I'm right on the tracks Feeling the good vibrations I'm right on the tracks It's getting louder and louder I can't seem to move, I'm on the moon Gone too soon
8.
I've journeyed through this life A sort of nothing child Stumbling at the toes of my mother With a blank nothing smile No honest memories No lovely lullabies Just the fading sounds of Fairview That house had some witnesses I was one of them A brother threatened my father He was not blood to him A broken windshield A cold dish of food And a future of resentful events A finger to point all the blame At everyone but him A brother with no direction Except a girl younger than him I have some bitterness I have grudges here But I'll keep them in a journal by the wall A concussion of mixed feelings Do I truly feel hate? For my brother who spouts these lies Who jumped over the gate He only falsified Demonized, and heathenized And he will not be crucified I hope he reaches his paradise In the lies that he's made He's fooled his lover and made us all Betrayers of his faith I hope he's God I hope they wash his feet And I hope that knife cuts deep.
9.
Dead Eye 04:14
Calm in your fight stance, it's always there in your mind Your period of hurt, won't be the last, and it's not the first So I ask your dead eyes if you're ready heal Let's embrace, let's count the days you never hurt Kept at arm's length, but I won't leave unless you want me too You closed the door, like a lost dog I will wait right here So I ask your dead eyes if you're ready heal Let's embrace, let's count the days you never hurt Alone with yourself But can you see the truth (within) This is not goodbye So it is your call So I ask your dead eyes if you're ready heal Let's embrace, let's count the days you never hurt
10.
As I crumble and fall At the meaning of it all And as the world I knew Has changed red to blue The sky has turned to grey I don't know what else to say You had a part of me You had the best of me This is not goodbye Here's the bridge I cross There you lay at a loss Oncoming traffic ensues None of them truly affect you My rescue is coming late Our love becoming fate I had a part of you I had the best of you This is not goodbye If I could spend eternity In the arms of certainty You know I would refuse Because I truly need to If I wanted guarantees I would've stayed in me I don't want to stay away I don't want another day, but.. This is goodbye
11.
Right now the walls are closing in The wind is dying down Welcome the ending As daylight slips away A thought of you still lingers unfortunately Voices still yell at me to change my name To end this game I know you can hear me now Can you help me change now Change what I don’t believe? I love the way we used to embrace But can I escape? They don’t believe that I can change Welcome the ending Stop! Forget about all of this Forget about the lies and trust Just go live in the dark Right now the walls are closing in The wind is dying down Welcome the ending
12.
From the dawn The foggy mourn The silent grave That lay awake With no scratching With no clawing With no longing With no returning This simple time This one time I won't behave I can't heal With true emotion With weakened hands With battered soul With no waking He's has freedom He should not He should be Where I lay With shallow grave With silent dawn With foggy mourn And lay awake
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released September 16, 2022

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ALVU Lansing, Michigan

hi, my name is alex and this is alvu. this is my solo endeavor where I pretty much create whatever music i want to. theres some acoustic singer-songwriter stuff, and theres some heavy music as well. i hope you enjoy some of my tunes and just enjoy the overall vibe. have a good day. ... more

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